(answer from jef)

no,

there's no joking, it's not stupid, there's no hypocrisy, it's exactly these words that create tendencies and thus competition.

after all we lived or didn't live, these words turn all that we did and lived and didn't do and didn't live meaningless, retarded, rejected. 

they turn us old. 

we are not old. 

we are experienced. 

in what we did or didn't.

more and more. 

let's go to bed together and be conscientiously sexy. 

and when you're tired, you sleep.

like all tired people do.

i love to watch you sleep when i'm not tired, in total confidence with your dreams. 

that's how i manage.

J.